Siamo già at the end.
It seems only yesterday on 1 January 2010.
Many changes, many new situations, so many feelings experienced and some have already forgotten.
So many people I met and some have already left behind, on another street.
What I have embarked on the wrong one? I do not know.
I feel not to have any grip and nessun'aspettativa today.
Last day that I would still be the amoeba Marilia who lived in recent months.
Above all, the last day of a year spent in disarray, with no real goals. With
false questions.
We need change.
Cuts and basted to be pursued.
Tomorrow is the day of great preparations, and I want to feel free to 00.00, because there is nothing more than appearance.
If this time I fail, then I will act in a drastic way, tearing the wings alone.
Why do not we deserve to ever fly.
I will not do a list of silly resolutions. This year more
not put my thoughts down on paper.
And I will not do from here forward.
Here, what is changed.
I shut my mouth: D
I met an obstacle too large to be avoided, and too big to tell.
The feeling of being incomplete, perhaps.
And many other little things that have grown with the passing of the days, months.
the years.
I need to take a step forward, if you do not succeed I have decided to return to my home.
abandon everything. Become
the usual ordinary person with no expectations please.
I'll just be a little more decisive, strong, and maybe less lazy.
The truth is only what I do.
But despite everything, I think I can do it.
I know I am not alone. I know I met
someone, in recent years, which will ensure the sides of my street.
Having said this, Happy 2011 to all :)
Mari.
