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I love you.

It's so hard to breath under this chains.
It's so painfull can't love you as i want.. as you need.
I'm so sorry.. but now i can't. I need to set me free from what keep me behind the veil.
I want to redeem myself.
Try to understand. I don't wanna lose you.

Try to understand, ya.. it seems like I am a real selfish person.
It's so difficult can't tell about it..

But tonight, while i was crying under the cloudy sky, i felt so alone.
People that i need are not here with me.
I can't call them, because i don't wanna hurt nobody.

I just needed YOU, hear your voice tonight. Like the first time.
I need to listen you say that "all it's ok. I'm with you even if we are too far now".

Do you know how i miss you? I know that you miss me in the same way.

You are everywhere with me.
If i don't feel good, i need only you.
I'm sorry. I don't want hurt you. I don't want make you cry for my stupidity.
I'm waiting for you. I'll wait forever.
I'm always with you.
You know. I know. All is ok. Right?
Love you.
You are the only one who i can really say I LOVE YOU without think that i'm wrong.
What i feel to you, is so fucking special.. you know.

But the love that i feel for other people, is not the same.
Are.. different way to love.
I'm really scared about i'm falling in love again.
But, i can't make me free from who will never loved me back.
I WANT love again, i want to be loved by her.
But we cant.
We are too far too. Again.
BUT every time we meet.. i'm feel so good.
So right.
Just.. perfect.
With her. Under her hands.. under her lips.
We can't stay together..
We'll take what will comes like ever..

Now, I'm in love of too many people.
Or .. maybe, not.
I really do not understand NOTHING of my fucking head

If you write it in English, or at least I try, it seems less real.
What the fuck am I doing. Do not kid yourself

and do not fool yourself.